I Made My Ex Cry
Last night, I finally told my ex boyfriend that I’m actually already dating someone else here. I lied to him about it because I was still confused about my feelings for him and part of me still wanted him. But after so much thought and contemplation, I decided that I don’t really want to go back to my old love. I was already able to move on, I already started a new life, and going back will only cause more complications. I also realized that I don’t want to be involved in a long distance relationship anymore. He is in GA and I’m here and either of us could afford going back and forth every week. Even if he told me that he wanted to move here so we could be closer again, I don’t really think that it would work.
He didn’t believe me at first when I told him the truth. He kept saying that I was probably just confused about my feelings for him but he’s still willing to wait. He said that I don’t really have any reasons to lie if I don’t feel anything for him anymore. I told him that he is right about everything he was saying but I also don’t have any reasons now why I should lie about my new date. We were crying at both ends because he used to be my very best friend, my boyfriend. We even thought that we’re meant for each other. Hurting him was one of the things I really hate because I loved him. But now, things have changed and I really believe that my decision is right.
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