It’s Time to Prioritize

“Make sure you reach your goals”, this is what my mom told on the day I left home. Then earlier when I woke up, I started hearing it in my head; it’s like an old, scratched cd that keeps playing. This made me think more deeply about my situation here. I reread my posts I did for the past days and I thought, yeah, I had to hear that old cd playing again.

I lost my focus and it’s like I forgot my whole point why I’m here. It’s too fast to assume that this new guy likes me, and I should also stop assuming for other thing. I should look at the consequences that will occur if I don’t accomplish my goals.

I moved here in Las Vegas because I want to become a model. That’s even one of the reasons why my ex and I broke up. I won’t let that incident go just for nothing. I’m starting to worry about money and I badly need a job. I should concentrate on looking for work than thinking more about dating, guys, sex, getting into a new relationship, etc. Since I already told this guy that I’m going out tomorrow with him, I won’t let him down but I should start focusing on reaching my goals once it’s done. I could probably go out again with him if he ever asks but I want to keep him as a friend at the moment. I definitely need one.

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